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my kids.

they aren't so bad. they really aren't. and they've been through alot: abandoned by their dad. pretty much forgotten by him and his side of the family. two violent, mentally ill older sisters.
the dad pretty much left us in poverty. so i had to go to school full-time(20 hours per semester) while trying to hold down part-time work. add to that staying on top of mandatory welfare interviews and always school stuff and mental health crap for the sisters as well as all the police traipsing in and out.

but geez it just pisses me off that when they KNOW what i expect, they just WILL NOT DO IT!

i HATE being the bitch. HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT! and yet they make me fucking do it. lately it's been every fucking night i come home to a fucking catastrophe in my house!

they are once again fucking with my chi.