"why do you choose unstable people?"
i ask that of myself every fucking day.

but it just dawned on me, that this is NOT the correct question. NOT AT ALL!

the question i SHOULD have been asking myself all these long years is this:

"why do i surround myself with real life friends, who, when i cry to them for help, EVERY FUCKING TIME, they would much rather excuse the bad behavior of men they don't even know, instead of COMING TO THE AID OF THE FRIGHTENED PERSON THEY DO KNOW????"


everyone has to deal with psycho people. but not everyone gets turned away, or blamed, when they cry out for help from the people they trust.