i'm wearing a bikini.

and i just spent the last 90 minutes outside covered with oil.

i forgot to reveal the 2nd part of the shopping spree last night.

walmart: light pink nail polish, light pinkish lipstick, and in case that doesn't look right, a beige lipstick. and knee socks to wear with my clogs and denim skirt collection.

gawds i have issues.

so.

i decided to go to the german language meetup that is tonight. then on teh way home from work i decided i needed a new outfit for it. and new shoes.
so i grabbed the oldest daughter and we proceeded to the nearby huge mall. in 30 minutes i had what i was sort of looking for.

but why have i bothered? and why have i bothered even wearing new things to work? no one notices.

of course, by "no one" i mean that stupid engineer.

i guess i wanted to show off what ultimately he has rejected as worthless. i'm fucked up.

http://maps.google.com/?ie=UTF8&t=k&om=1&ll=39.203526,-76.283569&spn=0.2836,0.450439&z=11

and it looks like he's heading to dc...