g'rents
grandma called last night, just to say hello and tell me that they love me.

that is one of those things i just don't hear very much of from them. never have. and i know it is only in response to my sister's actions that the call was made. you know, they want to make sure i'm not upset at them. gods forbid i get upset at them for stuff...

but anyways, i am seriously thinking about saying something that undoubtedly WILL upset them. a lot.

i'm thinking of telling them to change their will and give everything to my sister. that way i will never have to pretend to be nice to her. i will never have to speak to her again. there will be no need to be amicable about the fair division of all their stuff if i'm not in the will.

i totally disown her.

and you know? someday, my dealings with her, few as they are, will have to be about ME, not THEM. for fucking once. i have everything i could have ever wanted as keepsakes from them: grandpa's paintings, grandma's eastern star ring and other jewelry.

now, all i want is an el camino, maybe another motorcycle, and to never HAVE to speak to that two faced, lying piece of shit again for the rest of my life.